Dissociative identity disorder, a very stigmatized and complex disorder. Our research and sites.
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This Carrd will discuss stuff such as abuse, trauma and child sexual abuse. there are no graphic descriptions or imagery, but it will be mentioned. If any of this triggers you, do not enter. Proceed with caution and put your health first.
DO NOT use this Carrd as a means to self diagnose. This is just the research we have done and was created by impulse due to denial.
What is DID/What causes DID?
Firstly, what is DID/what causes it? DID, formerly known as MPD is a seriously under-researched and seriously stigmatized and romanticized disorder. While there isn’t a single cause it typically stems primarily from severe and repetitive trauma during early childhood, typically involving emotional, physical, or sexual abuse. As a survival mechanism, the child's mind dissociates and compartmentalizes their consciousness to cope with unbearable pain and trauma. Instead of merging into a single, cohesive personality, these fragmented parts of the mind become distinct identities (alters) with their own memories and behaviors. An estimated 99% of people with DID have recognized personal histories of repetitive trauma that occurred at a highly sensitive developmental stage, usually before the age of 6 to 9 but can date further back. DID CANNOT develop in adulthood. It can show in adulthood, people can grow aware in adulthood, people can get diagnosed in adulthood, but it does not develop in adulthood. Same with teenage years.What are the different types of DID?Covert Dissociative Identity Disorder (Covert DID) - Covert DID is a more subtle and internally experienced form of Dissociative Identity Disorder. In this presentation, alters still exist and switch, but the changes are not outwardly obvious. The person may maintain a consistent external appearance, voice, and behavior, even while internally shifting between distinct identity states. Alters may influence thoughts, emotions, preferences, and decisions, but without dramatic external cues. Covert DID is far more common than overt DID and often goes undiagnosed or misdiagnosed as mood disorders, anxiety, or personality disorders. Individuals with covert DID may experience internal dialogue between alters, emotional flashbacks, and memory inconsistencies, but they often learn to mask or suppress these experiences to function socially. Despite being less visible, covert DID can be just as disruptive and distressing as overt DID, especially when the internal conflict and confusion are intense.Overt Dissociative Identity Disorder (Overt DID) - Overt DID refers to a presentation of Dissociative Identity Disorder where the switching between alters is visibly dramatic and easily noticeable to others. When an alter fronts, there may be clear and observable changes in voice, facial expression, posture, vocabulary, and behavior. These shifts can be so distinct that people around the individual may feel like they’re interacting with entirely different people. Overt DID is sometimes referred to as “possession-form” in clinical literature, especially in cultural contexts where such behavior is interpreted through spiritual or religious frameworks. Because the changes are external and pronounced, overt DID is often more easily recognized and diagnosed, but it can also be more stigmatized or misunderstood. Individuals with overt DID may experience more frequent or intense amnesic barriers between alters, making day-to-day functioning more complex.Complex DID (C-DID) - Complex DID is another informal label used to describe systems with extensive fragmentation and comorbid conditions like complex PTSD. These systems may be polyfragmented, with many alters, and may have experienced prolonged, severe trauma. C-DID is not a formal diagnosis but is used within the community and some therapeutic contexts to describe particularly intricate systems.Partial DID (P-DID) - Partial DID is an informal term used to describe systems with dissociative parts that don’t meet full criteria for DID. These systems may have distinct identities and experience switching, but the amnesia may be less severe or inconsistent. P-DID is often used by clinicians or individuals who feel that their experience falls between OSDD-1a and full DID..What is DID? ( .gov site )
Unraveling the Layers ( .gov site )
Debunking non-trauma DID (WIP)
Firstly, Where does the non-trauma theory come from to begin with?
Non-trauma DID is primarily rooted in the Sociocognitive Model (SCM). SCM was developed in the late 20th century by psychologists and researchers like Nicholas Spanos and David H. Gleaves.
It also largely traces back to Sigmund Freud. Doubting that childhood abuse could genuinely be as widespread as patients claimed, Freud pivoted away from real-world trauma. Instead, he asserted that symptoms of what we now know as Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) were actually driven by repressed sexual fantasies rather than actual experiences of abuse.
Sigmund Freud ( . gov site ).For decades, this Freudian, non-trauma framework remained the favored perspective for both mainstream society and clinical professionals. The major turning point didn't arrive until the aftermath of the Vietnam War. The massive influx of veterans returning with PTSD forced the medical community to completely re-evaluate its stance, finally driving the clinical field to take trauma-induced disorders and dissociation seriously..While the official diagnostic manuals (DSM-5 and ICD-11) don't list trauma as a literal checkbox for a clinical diagnosis, this is strictly to avoid forcing a patient to break traumatic amnesia to receive medical help. However, both frameworks strongly categorize dissociative disorders in chapters beside trauma..Outside of the clinical SCM theory, the concept of "non-trauma DID" (often termed Endogenic Plurality or simply "natural systems") also originated from online communities. Beginning in the early days of the internet, some individuals began identifying as "multiple," claiming that their distinct identities coexisted peacefully without any history of childhood trauma. These experiences and online discussions challenge the traditional psychiatric requirement of severe developmental trauma. Endogenic plurality is not DID and should not be compared with it. ,, Endogenic Hub ( .com site )
What are alters?
An alter is a separate identity found in people with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) or Other Specified Dissociative Disorder Type 1 (OSDD-1). In DID, these different parts can take turns controlling the physical body. Each alter typically views themselves as a unique, independent individual.On the outside, different alters can show their own emotions, act in unique ways, and have their own distinct physical skills or talents. Internally, they have their own thoughts, memories, and ways of looking at the world. An alter might have an internal identity such as a specific age, gender, sexuality, look, background, or even species that does't match the actual physical body. They might not even realize there's a difference. For example, looking in a mirror can be very upsetting for an alter who expects to see their internal appearance instead of the body's real face. Finally, alters have their own personal likes, dislikes, and opinions. They can even experience unique physical or mental health issues, or react to the body's existing health conditions differently than the other parts do.What are alters? ( .org site )
Alters and splitting ( .org site )
Alter jobs / what do they do? ( .org site )
Terminoligy
System - All of the different parts or identities in one person, looked at together as a whole group.Subsystem - A smaller group of parts that talk well with each other but are separated from the rest of the system. They can be a separate system inside of the system or a part that has their own system.Fragment - A simple, less developed part made to hold just one specific memory, job, or emotion.Alter - An individual identity or part within the system. Also called a headmate, part, personality (which is considered an outdated term), identity, or whatever the system wants to label them as.Introject - A part based on someone from the outside world, like a real person or a fictional character. Often referred to as a Fictive online. While this is not a medical term, It's still commonly used.Fronting - When a part is actively in control of the body.Co-conscious - When one part is controlling the body and other parts can see and hear what is happening.Co-fronting - When two or more parts share control of the body at the same time.Passive Influence - When a background part bleeds its thoughts or feelings into the part that is controlling the body.Blurry - Feeling confused about who is currently in control because the lines between parts get fuzzy.Splitting - The automatic, involuntary creation of a new part to handle a situation that is too overwhelming for the current system. Often caused by stress, new trauma or strong emotions. Every system has a different level of split tolerance. Some cope with stress by splitting new alters, which is involuntary.Switching - When a different part takes over control of the body. Often involuntary.
Symptoms & personal notes (WIP)
- I wasn't exactly sure what I wanted to name this tab so it may be redone later on.Splitting & irrational behaviors
Splitting alters usually happens when the system feels unsafe, or when intense stress takes over. but it doesn't always trace back to a major traumatic event. Sometimes, overwhelming or heavy emotions are enough to trigger it. when a split happens, it brings on severe headaches that can drag on for days, and even long after the split settles, lingering minor headaches stick around for hours.Dissociation
I often find myself floating away, feeling entirely disconnected from both myself and the people around me. there are moments where sudden clarity hits and I become conscious again, but looking back, the prior time is gone besides small fragments of what happened.Issues with identity & feeling disconnected from yourself
Online spaces often make DID look neat. Like you just have separate, clearly defined identities. but it's rarely that simple.Parts of us get scrambled and blurry. on most days, i look in the mirror and don't even recognize my own face, or i completely forget the things that used to bring me joy. i feel emotions that don't belong to me, leaving me constantly questioning whether the person experiencing them is actually 'me'.Neither my body nor my mind has ever felt like mine.